maybe, its really time to let love go..

hi all.
i am kind of bored here.
feeling kinda weird now..
i am tired, but i need to get some work done today.
didnt go to school,
slept at 12plus ytd.
damn tired,
and then woke at ard 12 today.

did some planning for studio
and went to meet cheryl at town to buy materials.
went t taka.
we spent like 2hrs thr. or more.
zzz. she went off at like 7,
cant acc me to ps :{
so i asked K if they were meeting up.
so yeh, they came to fetch me.
and then we went to PS.
i sat at the bench and read New Moon.
the back is so exciting.

yup,went daiso and all.
total damage : 20$ for materials.
went t eat tou jiang you tiao aft that.
and then home @ ard 9ish.
yeh,been slacking.
so sian,just dread getting the dimensions done and all
not gg sch tomoro and thurs too.

friday dont feel like go also
but no choice, :{ sigh.
school sucks.

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i know you wont get to see this,
but i just felt like saying.
it hurts to see that we aren't communicating much,
as time goes by.
it is just so heart wrenching that i feel like crying sometimes.
looking at you, changing as time goes by.
but there is nothing i can do,
i can't bring myself to talk.
there seems to be no topic i could bring up.
i hope we can talk like how others did.
but i guess its gna be tough.
maybe i should spend more time,
to build back the bonds between us.
looking back, i smiled.
the love & care u showered me with.
memories.

you are one who cares a lot,
but don't show it .
deep down in me, i know.
words that seems easy t say,
i can't deliver.
actions that seems easy to carry out,
i can't work it through.
i really wanna cherish the time.
i dont wanna regret next time.
if only you knw,
how important you are to me,
how much respect i have for you.
i love you,
but i am sorry,
i dont show it
or rather i dont know how.
:'(


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you have moved on so good,
that you are way too faraway to be reached,
again.
feeling empty,
but i guess i was never the cause of it..
because its too obvious.